Friday, October 10, 2008

Killer Magnetism of the Psyche

My brain is active, and everyone is asleep, so there is no one to talk to...not that that's ever stopped me before...
O, the complications of life...And I'm just...indecisive? apathetic? It's just too early to think about this, especially since it isn't really my style. If I even have a 'style' when it comes to life. I mean, I'm just me, right?
And who am I? That, dear reader, is the question of the hour. Simply put, I am. But there is so much more than that- for to be, one must do...something. It is not enough to exist; one must exist Dynamically. Thoughts are well enough, but unless the internal is executed in a physical manner, change cannot occur. And change is the goal of life. Change itself is not so easily identified, I suppose. 
Today I walked outside, and the sun was suspended like a luminous orb in the aqua sky. I breathed in the crisp fall air and raised my eyes to look up through the trees above, that I could revel in the glory of autumn. Being outside, in a day that epitomized all I can imagine of visual pleasure, calmed me in a way that few things do.
-It's interesting-I claim to enjoy 'simplicity,' and yet, I fail, because the complexities of my life take hold of my thoughts and actions and divert me from that which truly satisfies me.-

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